I got up at 4.30 am today and writing this. I am not feeling fresh because I didn’t get proper sleep. I slept at 11 pm.
Why do I want to get up early? I think I will have a better control of the day if I wake up before everyone. Since I got up early now, what do i want to do now? Is the thing that I will do now impact my future life? Why do I have all these expectations that doing this will improve my life. Expectations lead to disappointment. Probably, I’m thinking too much. A brand new day today. Something in the back of mind says if you don’t sleep early, this is not worth it.